Self Musings: WHAT THIS SOUL IS??
Like any mortal being I am stuck in the cycle of questioning self worth and gaining assurance and back to questioning self-worth. After every conversation and completion of so called targets I question myself of the consequences. I reach the rock bottom of self-doubt. I recount all my success, achievements for assurance. Then again when all those efforts fail, I try to see myself as a non-consequential person. I tell myself that it is not my burning coal that is lighting the whole world. And it is fine to make mistakes, to fail, to get ridiculed. That helps. That really helps and that is when I ask these questions. Who am I? What is that is me is me? Is it the soul, the mind, the body, what is that that defines me. Not every question has an answer right? So I end up dropping many of these questions on the way. But one that sticks to the strings of my coat and gets dragged all the way is this one. What is this soul? For I believe my final destiny that I wish to reach i...